Real love stories never have endings.
My love for you isn’t an illusion,isn't fake,isn't a lie,isn't just a words,isn't a joke,it’s real. It’s not temporary,it’s permanent. I know I’ve hurt you so many times till you're tiring,and it’s hard to believe that I love you,but I really do. I’ve done so many stupid things in my life but letting go of you is something I’ve been regretting since I realized what I felt. When I let you go,I honestly believed that I didn’t love you anymore. I didn’t want to continue our relationship based on a lie,I wanted to be fair to you but I can now see that the things I’ve said and done in the past are haunting me now. I still love you a lot a lot,with all my heart. I’m willing to give you anything you want and I’m trying my very best now. You are the most wonderful person I’ve met. You accept me for who I am,You don’t judge me. You care for me in any time,I’m trying to be the person you deserve to. The person who’ll love you no matter what,and I want to be with you forever,and never ever leave you again. The person will not let you sad,will not hurt you anymore. The person will not makes you cry anymore,whenever i see you cry it made me feel as if my lungs had been deflated and pinned on the wall. I want you to sleep at night knowing that in the morning,there will be someone who’s waiting for you to wake up. Sleeping at night knowing that you’ll be in someone’s dreams. Do you still remember all those times you apologized,not because you were wrong or even at fault,but because you felt that our relationship was worth more than your pride? Do you still remember how much you tried to pull me back even when I wanted to walk away? Yes,I remembered. Every little things you did for me,I remembered always,I remembered till I cried. I'm screwed up and cried in the night,tears rolling down one by one on my cheeks,I fell regretting. I regretted what I've did to you,regretted how much i hurting you every time,regretted that I don't treasure you,regretted I gave away the chance to others. And now,I gonna to fight it,win it back,cause are worth fighting for. Cause you're someone that i scare to lose,Cause you're the one i will miss whenever you're not around me. Cause you're my everything,without you that's the end of my world. Cause you're someone who've special place in my heart,how important you're to me. All because,I still love you a lot a lot,and i will,and I do. I'll always never give up like how you told me last time,and I'll fight until I cant anymore. I’m sorry for those pain I’ve put you through. My last mistake,putting my friends first but not you. I've learn from the mistake i made,and I'm not gonna let it happen anymore,repeat anymore. Be with me,take my hand,and I’ll guide you to a life long of happiness. I’ll love you like there’s no tomorrow. You hold the key to my happiness,and I want to hold you,kiss you,hug you tightly don't let you go,and be with you until the end of time. My dearest,I’m not asking for much,I’m just asking if you’ll let me love you the way you deserve to be loved...
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